I am too afraid of people who are too good to me.

It's been a series of years that have passed. I have been a mixture of introvert and extrovert for so long. And I've started to fear from those who seem to be too sweet to me.

The title that I just gave for the article is so self explained that I don't think I really need to dig on it. But let me share that has been disturbing for so long and that if I don't write it down today, I will remain strengthless forever.

I have faced inconsiderate and objurgate people but the other way they are the best among themselves. They don't give us a long mental illness. The kind of people that causes severely are the one's who hit you mentally and emotionally.

A many of us tend and practice to be self sufficient, self motivated and self conscious. They don't take pride in fooling others. But there are handful of few who lure you with their sweet words and consider it to be easy going. Not much to talk about those but let them contribute to your life experience.

I am not against the rest of the so happening and best people around us who are our best friends and soul mates. Where we just can't live praising them and express the affection that they share. We learn , we live and we create wonderful memories together. 

On the other hand, if I am to think about my attitude, I am just no one to discuss on it. I don't have even any right to finger on someone's self made image or proclaim myself to be right. I think this attitude of being afraid of people who are too sweet to us is my internal weakness. I think probably I am afraid to be disheartened. Probably I am afraid to be laughed about my thoughts. Probably I am afraid to lose I want to be always with.

But if everyone is bound to face such a situation.. Anhhh!!. I would rather call it a dilemna, whose shoulder should I leap on.! The dilemna is that I may mis understand someone whose intentions were right and for no reason, for the sake of my fear I ignored someone precious and hurt them.

I know there are many lads with similar questions and convulsions have become so prominent they don't feel the difference anymore. Let me know your opinion too.